Many people spend their whole lives trying to break away from the cage of their original families. Just like the saying we have heard, an unhappy childhood is cured by a lifetime, while a happy childhood is cured by a lifetime. The original family is like soil, which determines people's character, ideology and even affects interpersonal relations.
In my childhood memory, my father was a very serious person with few smiles on his face. My little friends were very afraid of my father and seldom went to my house to play. They would come to my house once in a while. My parents would not hesitate to say that I was studying at home, and so on and again. Basically, no little friends came to play with me.
Even when there are guests at home, I want to listen to the topics they talk about. My parents always tell me that they want me to study. Therefore, I am often isolated in a small room. When the door is closed, I feel aggrieved and want to cry. I angrily take a pen and frame me in the corner. In this way, there is no me in the children's laughter, and there is no need for me in the adult world.
Until I joined the work, because my father and mother always quarreled at home, I chose not to go home as much as possible during the new year. Even I don't know when, the number of conversations between me and my father became less and less, and sometimes I even wanted to escape from such a family. Such a family bound me up, without any freedom, and I felt suffocated.